Thankful

What would i do without the love &care of Jessica Delamora &Jermaine Castaneda?

Jessica is that kind of friend that isn't afraid to be straight up &real with you. One that only wants one thing, honesty. With honesty comes trust. Even if she is younger than me, she has taught me so much. Through our fights, arguments, and disagreements, we're still here for eachother. I've known her for quite a while now &looking back at what we've come so far from, i'm proud to still call her my bestfriend. Psh, forget bestfriend, she's practically my sister from another mister(; hah.

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Then there's my beloved boyfriend, Jermaine<3 Boy, do we have a fairytale story. hah(: I've known him for a while also, but as a friend. Even then, he was there for me. He's just that kind of guy. I've always had a crush on him while i was in school. Hoping to see him during passing period to get a hug, hah. But anywho, ever since we've became serious, he was that extra push to help me be a better person. To grow out of the person i didn't want to be anymore. Now he's part of my support system. Another person i can count on to catch me when i fall.

&That's exactly who these two wonderful people are. My support system. The one's i can turn to when things are falling appart. I thank God that they're in my life. Without them, i think i'd be a wreck. It's them that give me a reason to keep my head held high through rough times.

(Thank you two for everything that you've done for me. Both of you know i will always try my best to do the same in return. I love you guys with all of my heart!)

Realized

Hello world(:

A very important point came across my mind when i read my cousin's blog. It said;
"Don't let your past ruin your future."
She made me realize a lot that i went through in high school and how its still on my conscience when it shouldn't. I'm living a better life now than i did before &i'm very thankful. Thankful for those who stuck around with me through my hard times &are still here for me. Loving that i made it this far. To be the person i am today. I thank God everyday for the blessings i've been given. What i'm trying to say is, don't let the mistakes you made in the past, hold you back from being a better person, make better choices. Be smarter, stronger, wiser. "Think before you Act"

<3;Joanna

WONDER

"have you wondered what your life would be like in the future or what other peoples life will be like? have you wondered what you ever did wrong in the past ? or what made you do that? have you wondered if you'll get alone woth nobody with you? Well, if you don't, you won't figure it out. let me tell you something, don't let your past ruin your future............. : ) =]"

One day i started to wonder what it would be like in the future. That gave me the inspiration to show my thoughts to the world!

-the author of "WONDER" ; Cassandra

Joanna &Cassandra

Happy 4 Months baby(:

Time is just flying by with only memories in my mind that'll last a lifetime. He's really something special. I appreciate all he's done and the many things i know he'll continue to do. I love him in the only ways i am able.

Today we were together all day (except for when he was at school, but yeah). I took him to Mt. Soledad for our Four Months cause i wanted to do something special. Take him places he's never been. This is only the begining of our journey together. Call what we have whatever you like, but i know where my feelings stand for this incredible man. I love him so much &couldn't ask for a better boyfriend(:

-Joanna Marie

What a week i had..

First i find out that the position i got at my job was temp. so im not gonnna be working anymore -.- BUT looked at the bright side, which was that i am going back to schooool &thats definitly moy' importanto(: When i get a steady schedule, that's when i'll loook for a job so i have some moneyyyy$. THEN, the other day, i got my first ever, FLAT TIRE ! Crazy stuff. So much was going through my head.. AND i was on my way to work. WHATTHEFUDGE?! hah luckily there was someone there to put in my spare. But sadly enough, i couldn't drive home with my spare cause it couldn't carry my car. So i ended up having to call people to borrow theirs. THANK GOD that i was able to get home that night. The next morning me &my mom went to get my flat replaced(: &As if i didnt have a lot on my mind already, sometime earlier this week, me &my boyfriend went to visit our dog, Buddy. When we get to the place, we didnt see our buddy or his sister 'juliet'. We find out later that they ran away during the time it was raining real hard.. "/ Even if Buddy wasnt officially ours (cause we couldnt take care of him ourselves) i realllyyyy miss him.

I think about all this and think to myself.. 'why is all this happening to me, is this some kind of test God is putting my through' I'm sure i will get through these situations just fine. No matter what obstacle i come to, i know it'll all be worth it later down the road. Another life lesson learned . "I thank God for everyday i get to live. Despite my many sins &mistakes, He is there to get me through the worst. I believe in the Lord, our GOD." I may not seem like the type to be so spiritual &religious, but it will amaze you how He's really changed my view of life because i believe in Him(:<3

:)IN OTHER NEWS;

Parties are sooo over-rated.. HAH, i dont party as much as i used to. Just been busy &there's not much out there anyway. THATS ALLLLL FOLKS!(: until the next blog<3

As bad as things may get in life, always know that it happens for a reason.Be appreciative of everything &everyone you have.Dont regret life becauseof the mistakes you've made, think about how far you've gotten.Always be thankful for each day you wake up.Yesterday is now history, Tomorrow a mystery.Today's a gift, that's why they call it the present(: